Eliot sings
Between echoes
Of memories
And the stars
Laugh to dust
In a hollow heaven
When loneliness brushes
Cold doubt.
Needing another’s soft hand
In the dark,
Remember to climb ahead
And feel the warmth of love’s colors.
How peace abides
Incredibly at odds
Against history!
Sometimes the aftermath
Of furious tornadoes are
Covering puddles
And peacefully bleak mud.
But, I still do not know
Whither I go,
Where to rest.
The birds have trees
And the rodents have their holes.
I still seek
My zones and home
To find my pillow
To rest my head
In the wake of fulfilment.
You are searching for your “home”, I can tell. You are between staying in Johnstown where you spent your life with Varghese and raised your children or moving to be near Elizabeth and 3 or your precious grandchildren. You leave friends and familiar to go to family and new experiences. I can understand. No one wants to cut ties with their past. Liz
It is very strange now.