I am a seeker,
A seeker of truth.
I sought in the heavens,
I sought on the land,
I sought in deserts,
And I sought in the oceans,
But, elusive it was
And it cleverly camouflaged
To hide from my eyes.
I became desperate;
I could not find
What I was Seeking!
I wandered, hope dwindling,
From palace to hovel and back;
It was as though I was purblind!
For all my failures,
Scales could have been
Covering my eyes.
For all my care, pure truth
Was hidden behind
More than seven veils,
Forever unreachable.
Then, one day,
A star never seen,
Shone brightly,
Up in the heavens.
I was caught in its allure
And an urge came strongly;
The only option
Was to follow the star.
I heeded the urge;
The goal was within reach.
I set my course west
With a spring in my steps.
I loaded my camel
And filled the carry bags.
I began my journey
Seeking again!
The star was hope now,
But the journey was long.
It led to a palace;
But the star hid
And the palace failed.
Leaving the palace,
The star shone ahead
And hope had rekindled.
Through sparse vegetation,
I followed the star
Which stopped abruptly
Above a cave turned stable.
I never had to glance
At the resting animals.
Because, in the warm, hay-scented stable
Where the cattle blew hot breaths,
In a manger lay truth,
Wrapped in swaddling clothes-
A baby newborn
With an unseen halo
And marvel in his eyes.
His wonder pierced me.
And I saw my self
In his eyes!
It was my self, seeking
Only for myself,
With no thoughts
Given to others!
My life spread out
In front of me.
I sought truth
And failed to see it
In the people surrounding me.
The baby smiled
And raised his hand.
I felt the gentle trickle of his blessing
And Grace descended on me.
Replete, I rose
And approached my camel.
Perched on my mount,
I knew with clarity
To turn the camel’s head.
I chose a different path.